I said “I wanted to know everything about you.” And you asked me “you sure?” Without hesitation I answered “absolutely.” I want to know the first thought that crosses your mind when you wake up. How much you miss your parents. What foot you put your shoes on first. I want to know about that drunk night that you’d rather not think twice about. I want to know what song you sing in the shower. How you cook your eggs. I want to know what your favourite animal is and why you chose it. I want to know your favourite album, book and movie. I want to know the last thought that crosses your mind before you fall asleep. Or what your thinking when I kiss you and hold you. Or how your body reacts when I touch you. I want to know. So please babe, when I say I want to know everything. I do. I want to learn everything there is to learn about you.

(via - mouth-two-mouth)

If they don’t reply to your texts — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t call you — they’re not interested in you.

If they forget your birthday — they’re not interested in you.

If they’re hung up on their ex — they’re not interested in you.

If they’re obsessed with being single — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t want to meet your friends — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t want you to meet their friends — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t ask questions about your life — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t tell you things about their life — they’re not interested in you.

If they only speak to you when they want to have sex with you — they’re not interested in you.

If they only have sex with you when they’re drunk — they’re not interested in you.

If they say “should we just keep this between us?’ after you have sex with them — they’re not interested in you.

If they don’t have sex with you — they’re not interested in you.

If they can always find a psychobabble rationale about who “I am” or “you are” or “we are” as reason why you can’t be together — they’re not interested in you.

If they have said for more than six months that they would like to be with you “BUT” — they’re not interested in you.

And if you still need convincing — think of it this way. Think of what the real day-to-day of life is taken up by. Life is birthday parties at terrible pubs. Life is losing your credit card and the annual Melbourne Cup sweepstake in the office. Life is hen’s nights, bucks’ nights, sitting on the phone for three hours to get U2 tickets and not getting them, the apartment upstairs flooding your house, interval training, calorie counting, cancer scares, illegal mini cabs, Secret Santa, rail replacement buses and Dido albums. Dogs die, cars crash, bin liners break, contracts end, curtain rails collapse, trains get delayed, football teams lose. Divorce happens and so do earthquakes and so does An Audience With Michael Bublé. Landlords put rent up, phones get stolen and the supermarket often completely runs out of hummus.

Now, taking all of the above into account — you look me dead in the eye and tell me the truth. Do you really have enough spare energy to pursue someone who isn’t interested in you? Do you really want to waste any more time on top of all of that? No. Me neither. So give it up, my friend. It’s a loser’s game. Delete their number. Don’t go on any more dates with them. Stop lurking their Facebook page. Feels good, doesn’t it?

Dolly Alderton - gaslightgoodbye (via perfect)

I’m worried that one day
my family will add your name
to the list of things to never say around me
and sometimes, when you kiss me
with your records playing in the background
I wonder if I’ll hate that song next October.

Yesterday, I looked at you
and tried to calculate what the odds are
that we’ll rip each other’s hearts apart
and the best I could come up with
was 50/50
and even this feels optimistic.

So, yeah,
I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m scared
but there’s no one I’d rather be scared with than you.

Fortesa Latifi - next October (via madgirlf)

1. You called me screaming today. You said you hated me and that I was selfish and you despise what I’ve become. That phone call broke my heart but, at least I got to hear your voice
2. You gave me my book back. You returned it in such pristine condition, I wish you could of treated my heart the same way.
3. I’m always going to agree with you, even if you were to let me drown, it would be ok, because it’s probably for the best
4. When I was walking home last week, I saw her in your car with you, holding your hand the same way I used to. I can’t tell you how much I wanted to jump in front of it and let it crush me.
5. I watched Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind for the first time since we watched it together on that cold January afternoon. You’ve managed to ruin everything in my life, even my favourite movie. You’re so horrible. Why do I want this so much. Why do I want you?
6. I keep finding reasons to not let go of you, they are all bullshit, just like every word you’ve ever said to me.
7. I still have that voicemail you left me from when we first started dating, I listen to it on the nights that I pop too many pills and wonder where we went wrong. I think about deleting it a lot, but that would mean deleting you from my heart and there is no way in hell I’m ready for that, what scares me is I’m not sure if I’ll ever be.
8. Just because we’re over it doesn’t mean my whole life is, it’s just the world hasn’t stopped spinning and neither has my head
9. You saw me take a drag on a cigarette yesterday, you looked at me like you were so disappointed. But you’ve been gone for a while now and it’s time I found something else to suck the life out of me.
10. My mouth hurts from all the times I’ve screamed your name in anger.
11. You keep finding ways to rip my heart out of my chest, even just with a fucking nod in the hallway.
12. I think your eyes are lava because every time you look at me I disintegrate.
13. You should have a warning label plastered on you like they do with children’s toys. Because I fucking choked on you and everything you are and you’re still lodged in my throat I can’t stop coughing and gagging. I need air. I need love. I need you.

If I told you this, you probably wouldn’t even care


this is literally the best

(via gay-white-girl)

If he’s not calling you, it’s because you are not on his mind. If he creates expectations for you, and then doesn’t follow through on little things, he will do same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he’s okay with disappointing you. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t do what they say they’re going to do. If he’s choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight, then he doesn’t respect your feelings and needs. “Busy” is another word for “asshole.” “Asshole” is another word for the guy you’re dating. You deserve a fcking phone call.

Greg Behrendt (via minuty)

I’m trapped beneath your sternum,

let me out.

I’m pounding on your rib cage.

let me out.

I need to breathe.

Tighten the noose around my neck,

choke me with that pentagram chain necklace.

I thought you’d be the one to save me.

But I’ve been sleeping with a stranger in my bed.

I told you I’d give you my heart,

to keep safe.

You promised.

Why are there smiling faces, 

in the midst of all this chaos?

Can’t you see?

This is an apocalypse.